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[July 12th, 2009 / 2:36pm] |
i just found a huge chunk of weed in my dad's car. i know it shouldn't be a big deal, and it really wouldn't be if he didnt have such a shady history, and if he weren't supposedly on the straight and narrow at long last. it does make me feel like he's probably drinking again, at least.
i don't know. nothing should surprise me at this point.
i need to get out of my house. like, bad.
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[July 10th, 2009 / 11:34pm] |
please see my new goal for the future:
sure, i intend to go to law school and ultimately rule the nation with my own iron fist, but then there's retirement. and it will be all about the raccoon sweats and booze.
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[June 28th, 2009 / 10:49pm] |
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so, i have a habit of compulsively grooming myself, with particular attention on tweezing my eyebrows.
the fact that i have no unibrow to pluck out right now is really bumming me out, to an uncomfortable extent.
please don't make me go to work tomorrow. please? unpaid internships suck balls. i figured it out and with the cost to the school and the cost of gas, this "job" is costing me about $1300. I realize that it could be worse, but it could also be worth it. So...
At least I get a lot of positive reinforcement. I may be doing bitchgrunt-work, but I'm apparently doing it well.
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[June 8th, 2009 / 11:12pm] |
Started my internship at MDA today. Lots of grunt work and envelope stuffing so far, but I'm hoping that won't be all I do. Fuck if i'm paying 1000 dollars for an unpaid secretarial position. BUT i am helping. I am giving back, literally, as this organization did a serious ton for my family when i was growing up. 11 years of free doctors, free camp, and god knows how many invaluable experiences.
Plus, the minutiae of creating spreadsheets is good for keeping me occupied, keeping my mind off of whichever loved one I've pissed off the most this week.
Then, driving home, I get onto the highway and two minutes later...rearended. I have had my car for three weeks, and already I've been smashed into. Some dude in a wheelchair thinking he's going to get my sympathy? Roll on, dude. Plus, the Plymouth is a BEAST and doesn't seem to have sustained much damage.
Whatever. All's good. Except for my luck.
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[May 9th, 2009 / 1:52am] |
I just spent the last three hours curled around my laptop and bawling my eyes out as i caught up on back episodes of Grey's Anatomy.
I will never, EVER be cool. Consider those illusions officially dashed.
One more week of school. Just over one more week of no BFF. Just over one week of no fave. I think if I can avoid watching anymore tv for that long then i'll be able to hold it together.
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